Poem By Sudhakar Gaidhani (Prepared Angela Kosta)

Poem By Sudhakar Gaidhani (Prepared Angela Kosta)
SHROUD OF MY CHOICE
 
I suddenly felt that I should choose
my own favorite shroud in advance
 
And finally I bought a milky
cotton shroud of my choice
 
I used to be half asleep with
my eyes closed waiting for the bliss 
of peaceful sleep.
 
But sometimes at night when
I fell into a deep sleep,
 
I would see sad birds
in the happy nest 
 
And my bed would
become a coffin
and the old graveyard of my new house.
 
Then, concentrating on the cross,
I wrote compassionate poems on the shroud
with the ink of loving blood from a sharp nail pen 
and dressed it over my naked body.
 
Now I have a devine dream every new night-
 
That I am flying with an angel
in paradise as a happy phoenix bird-
 
Free from all sorrows
and the hungry grave longing for corpse bread.

Prepared Angela Kosta