Jernail S Aanand (poem), Prepared Angela Kosta

Jernail S Aanand (poem), Prepared Angela Kosta
BEYOND UNDERSTANDING 
 
I used to indulge in long talks
With him.
Still when we got up 
There was much which remained 
To be resolved
And we would start a dialogue 
As soon as we met 
 
The extent of non-understanding 
Was so shockingly wide
We would take to messaging 
And phone talk 
And even video calling 
All in an effort to explain 
Things which stood between us 
And remained unresolved.
 
At last, one day, it happened.
I had understood everything 
He wanted to say 
And he understood me 
What I had to say in defence of me 
Since then, there is holy silence 
Between us.
 
It is a state beyond understanding
In which words 
Lose their relevance 
There is no need for grammar 
So, now, between me and my God 
There is no dialogue 
Nothing to be said, nor any complaint.
 
Words cannot cause confusions
Nor spaces cause stress
He understands me, 
And I know what he wants of me 
We are in silence 
No words can decipher, nor describe.
 
 
HOBNOBBING 
 
The man who lived on rent 
Got the hint 
I wanted him to vacate 
My room,
And he started hobnobbing 
With others 
In search of a new home.
 
There was nothing wrong in it 
If he won't try,
Where he would go
Once the contract with me is over?
He often called my house 'my house' 
And I, as often, laughed at him 
And let it go.
 
God once stopped me 
And asked me 'is it your house 
That you call 'my house'?
I was stunned 
Was I too on rent?
Only it was paid lump sum
In the beginning.
 
When I fell fatally ill, 
I often found myself nearly dead
My soul would leave me 
And move about 
Searching for a new home 
So that it could  leave me 
When it has contracted a new house.
 
Dr Jernail Singh Anand is an Indian poet and philosopher  credited with 170 plus books of English literature, philosophy and spirituality. He was recently honoured with  Seneca Award 'Laudis Charta' by Academy of Philosophical Arts and Sciences, Bari, Italy and Giants of Global Culture at Pontifical Univ Rome by Federation Global along with Doctor's Degree Honoris Causa.He won great Serbian Award  Charter of Morava and his name adorns the Poets' Rock in Serbia.  He is Founder President of the International Academy of Ethics and conferred Doctor of Philosophy (Honoris Causa) by Univ of Engg & Mgt, (UEM), Jaipur.  His most phenomenal books are Lustus:The Prince of Darkness (an epic)  and Philosophia de Anand, a work of philosophy comprising ten of his books under one roof.
 
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